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1.11.14
Dr. Necessitor glanced at the paper in his hand. It said, "Ho, ho, ho." He crumpled it up tight in his fist and tossed it across the room. It banked off the wall and landed neatly into the metal garbage can.

He picked up another piece of paper off of his desk. This one said, "If I don't get what I want, it's over."

"Fuck that," he growled. "Good riddance," He crumbled that piece of paper up as well and lobbed it into the trash can.

The Vampire picked up the last piece of paper on his desk and read the words, "It's all a lie." He frowned and slowly shook his head. "Oh fucking well," he said. He banked that one off the wall as well, it's final destination rested in the trash can.

With a slow determination he got up from his desk and walked to the trash recepticle. He pulled a box of matches from his pocket, lit one and tossed it into the metal container. The three pieces of paper took to flame, and when the papers turned to ash, the fire died down and eventually went out.

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1.18.14 (12:02 pm)
It was the first time he could remember that she walked on the beach with him that she was actually wearing shoes...it was with good reason though as it was bitterly cold. She pulled her hood up over her head with a shiver. He couldn't help but grin for some reason, just before the wind blew back his raven hair. He pulled his duster tight to his body.

She was the first one to speak. "It's 2014."

His good mood was gone in an instant. "No shit," he growled.

She opened her mouth to say something else, but he interrupted her.

"I know what you're going to say," he said in a softer tone. "And you are right." He glanced at her to see if she was smiling. She was not. He nodded his head to her unspoken words, then looked ahead to the lighthouse off in the distance.

"You are not angry at me, are you?" she inquired.

He grinned again. "No, no I'm not. I've been thinking about it lot myself," he said.

Now she did smile, a bright, hopeful smile that lit up her face. "I know you can do it," she said.

"Of course," he added, the grin still on his face.

Suddenly he stopped short and turned to her, his grin a bit more sinister now.

"Want to go to the lighthouse?" he said to her with a touch of evil.

She looked up at him, her brows furrowed. "Not necessarily," she said with a frown. "Why do you do that!" she added with exasperation, as she popped him lightly on his upper arm.

He started laughing, and then started walking again, the grin still on his face. A slight smile returned to her face as she shook her head, before she increased her pace to catch up with him.

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1.18.14 (12:22 pm)
Dr. Necessitor thought about a quote that seemed to be on his mind a lot lately. “Insanity is doing the same thing, over and over again, but expecting different results.” The quote seemed to be attributed to Albert Einstein. He had seen arguments online of how literally it was supposed to be taken. He really didn't care. One does experiments, and can do the same things over and over again, and can get different results - it is one way progression is made.

He also thought about one particular experiment he had attemped quite a few times. The end result was good only twice, and still it wasn't a perfect situation.

"Well, I'm not insane," he stated to himself, "But this is just not working and it's about time I accept that the end result is not good at least 97.5% of the time."

He sighed heavily. He wasn't positive he wouldn't try the experiment again, because he was so damned stubborn, but decided he would not try it again for awhile as good things usually didn't come from it.

The Doctor dumped the beakers down the sink and rinsed them out. He went back to his notebook, closed it and shoved it up on a high self in the cabinet. He sighed once again and left the lab.

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2.4.14
The Vampire grumbled. There was much on his mind and many things to be done.

"Just hold the pieces together for today," he said between grit teeth. "Just hold them together for now."

The image of him shoving his intestines back into his body and holding his stomach together to knit closed after the Lycan slashed through his torso came to mind.

The problem was, he knew he could do it - but sometimes he really just didn't give a shit. He also knew he was supposed to give a shit and he sighed.

"Stupid fucking..... " he trailed off, even feeling now it was futile. He grit his teeth hard once again and growled, "Just hold it together."

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2.21.14
He thought about the last month...maybe about the last two weeks. He pondered how stupid a move he almost made. Even recent events made him ponder....."I doesn't matter," he thought to himself, clearing his mind. He needed to be concerned with some aspects of the last month. "I does matter - I would be like taking a leisurely stroll from The Citadel to The Castle at daybreak." He smirked, but at no one but himself. "It doesn't matter," he said to himself in some kind of self condolense, but that wasn't working.

"Fuck it," he growled. I know what I'm doing, and I'm putting myself in jeopardy. Some kind or...place that will never happen if... don't....the Vampire walked over to the rocking chair and sat down. He was not in the library, but in his own attic. Squeezing his eyes shut he thought of..."fuck" he simply growled. "It's fine," he said with sincerely, then took a deep breath and relaxed.

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4.17.14
The West Wind lies...always.

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8.23.14
They are all going to go away. They always do. Weird. You wouldn't think so, but so be it. It's because you are out of place in this time. It doesn't matter. It's just a fact.

9.5.14

What's the worse thing I can say..things are better if I stay - so long and good night

Holding on tonight..holding on every night (trying to).

So long and good night..shit happens all the time...just happens.

Yeah...that call I need to make. Yeah. Bloody good birthday (and it has been) - a certain creature (several beings) has made it fucking great. What magnifiecnt creature(s) (and all that entails). Gotta love Demons and other creatures of the darkness. (No elaboration). *evil grin*...gotta love the connection with others of/or similar to your kind or not...those special few (they know who they are). Would elaborate, but not up for it up. I'm just a fucking lucky Vampire. Done. Lucky for those, lucky for all those other who..are so close...got a message from ... *sigh* LOL..yeah, maybe that's it, so be it. Regardless...I close doors and people open them back up. It's okay....LOL..for the moment